Day 6683 - 6713

You're meant to do these over 30 days.... >.>.... BUT, this is my blog and all and... I see no reason why I can't just do it as I like o.o.. Like how I'm also going to just answer with images~ YAY. Most of these answers are likely to change... but that's kinda the fun of this. 
(Why do I keep spelling meant as ment and these as theese.... Thank you google for correcting me...)

Day 1 - Very first anime


Day 2 - Favorite anime 

Day 3 - Favorite female character ever

Day 4 - favorite male character ever 

Day 5 - Anime character you feel you are most like (or wish you were)


(which is why I shall for the first time ever cosplay...as her o.o)

Day 6 - Most annoying anime character


Day 7 - Favorite anime couple


Day 8 - Favorite slice of life


Day 9 - Favorite Tsundere

Day 10 - A Moe character you like

Day 11 - Favorite Harem 

Day 12 - The anime you’ve rewatched the most


Day 13 - Cosplay of a character you would cosplay as(or want to)


(as I already said my first choice this would be my second ^^)

Day 14 - current (or most recent) anime wallpaper


Day 15 - Anime you want to see but haven't yet 


Day 16 - Favorite character who first was bad but became good

Day 17 - Favorite anime without romance

Day 18 - Post a cute neko girl

Day 19 - Favourite shoujou anime


Day 20 - Favorite shonen anime


Day 21 - Anime you’re actually watching because it’s in emission


Day 22 - Favorite animal side kick, pet or summoning from any anime


Wants so much V.V...It's so cute o3o

Day 23 - Anime you think had the best, or most interesting art

Day 24 - Favorite anime hero or heroine


Day 25 - Best anime villain


Day 26 - Favorite anime opening theme song


Day 27 - Favorite anime ending theme song


Day 28 - Favorite anime kiss

fireworks o3o 

Day 29 - Favorite school uniform

Day 30 - An anime you wish never ended and just continued

Only reason it's not the one I've mentioned what...4 times? Is because the manga to it's not that great >.>

Images from various DeviantArt artists.
And an hour and a half later I'm done o...o I wonder how many of these are actually recognisable o.o.....
Oh well, goodnight invisible people of non existence~ Sweet dreams :)

Day 6677

Maybe the next day I shall look for is 6789 which is in....112 days... which is.... Sunday the 15th of September or possibly the day before....  Either way it's a while off ^^

Damn I love working in a shop o3o Maybe I'll give up wanting to be an animator and have a job where I get to work with lots and lots of people ... Adults though not kids..... They irk me too much >.>...

I had an elderly couple come in and ask for 50shades of grey aha, turns out it was for a bingo prize :L And another guy who bought so many CD's O.O and... what's more I knew most of the artists~ Which was good for me. A slightly awkward moment when I handed the change to an American lady, announcing the amount in a rather loud fake american accent... By accident I might add, but yes that gave me a rather scolding look from her.  We were also selling cupcakes to promote the mending broken hearts appeal ( ignore that cake... isn't exactly good for you) But yes I sold quite a few <3 so thank you to everyone who bought one and supported a good cause. To all those who didn't thank you also as it meant there were some left that I could eat >:3 cheah.

It was sunny today also, so my walk down ( that was rather hurried because of being late) was really enjoyable!

One weird thing that happened was I was poking someone on facebook, and commenting how sad it was that this was the only form of communication I have with some people. Seconds later the guy I just poked messaged me o3o so that was a fun conversation aha.

In other news I'ma be cosplaying :3 As Tsukumo from an anime that's currently airing called Karneval I shall be making the cosplay from found items for the most part the wig is meant to arrive in a few days :3 So I am excited haha.  Hmmm maybe I shall make a Tsukumo post with all the images <.<.... We shall see.
She is the girl in the video below which has images from the manga >.>...

Yeas well that's my little happy update. On sad news I didn't have the moneys to go to expo today V.V  or tomorrow.... So instead I'ma use what few coppers I do have to go watch the great gatsby which will be ... Interesting.

So long my invisible mon amis~

Just a general observation.... But why are all the active blogs I've come across using the "next blog" feature, either christian or selling something. Any non christian ones seem to have been inactive for 6 months+ .... Weird o.o

Day 6672

Man my life sucks... Okay it could be a lot worse,a lot worse... and in truth it's only certain aspects of it that suck, which I'm sure is the same for a lot of people really. Anyway the feature off this moaning blog post... Thing. Is none other than my head and how much I detest the pain that it gives me so often. It's like I just want to  rip my brain out and then put it back in when it's stopped messing up, carrying on with my life pain free there after.

Obviously that would be rather debilitating even if it were possible to remove and reinsert the brain without causing any damage, way, way into the future your body would still be in a shell like state whilst there was a lack of brain. Which sleeping drugs/chloroform could provide for a fraction of the price. Aha, I'm waffling now.

So when I'm in this amount of pain, aside from trying to distract myself by thinking of all the messed up ways I could die/stop it hurting - These are just passing fancies and I don't give them that much thought, so no, I'm not into self harm. The other thing I do is concentrate on my breathing/heart beat/ the clock that ticks, all at the same time. Now for all the stereotyping that women can multi task I find that concentrating on these three things incredibly hard aha, though it calms me, stops me from thinking or focusing on the pain to much and ultimately sends me to sleep. Ah the beauty of sleep <3 painless and yet still entertaining with dreams.

One of these dreams I can partially remember and shall now write down, more for personal reference and planning than actual entertainment for any of you non existent readers~

So the setting is like a cross between a tribal jungle with huts and vines and a post apocalyptic world where the cars are abandoned and there are charred and crumbling skyscrapers in the background.
Then theres this kid who is a boy with black hair, and he wants to go out with a girl who is in like a group with two other girls. So he goes over asks the one he likes out then a cake appears O.o  and they all offer him some and as he's about to take a slice the three girls each take a slice completely eating the cake before saying "no cake for you " (the fact I remembered any speech is a wonder...) Then they walk off leaving him there.
Scene change the girl that the guy liked is hanging from a vine that drops into a ravine below, it looks like she's caught on the vine and can't escape and just to add that element of urgency the vine is starting to break. So just to power phrase she falls, she dies. So two things that I know and you won't because it ...Wasn't your dream O.o.... 1) She was only pretending as her and the three friends decided to see how brave the boy was and if he'd come save her. 2) there are teese centipede things and the more transparent they are the more deadly the poison.

So basically from the top of the vine these creatures appear the most transparent ones that only show up when they glint in the sunlight appear. And in a frenzied struggle she manages to untangle herself from the vine, though this rips the vine more and a few of the creatures fall off. Then she falls from the vine as one of the creatures gets like inches from her hand ( she'd rather die a sudden death than through the poison) but the boy that fancied her jumps from one side of the ravine, pushes her across to the other side, and then he manages to half land half fall onto the other side with her but the rocks slide out from beneath him. And then I woke up o.o.....

On another note how awesome is this O.O

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-xLDVILtMY&feature=youtu.be

Day 6670

Man, I missed 6666 :(

So uh, GREAT NEWS. I haven't completely failed art and stuff...
Was working right up until the deadline for art, got a BC which with the CD last year will give me a CC over all... Enough to get into Farnham Uni but not Portsmouth....   Thinking about contacting Portsmouth to explain about how sick I've been and see if it makes a difference, little worried that .. whilst it might make them lower the grades they will also be like, " this is an intense course, if you're sick you won't be able to complete it to a high standard! And we don't want dropouts -.- so no." But yeah.... What's the worse that can happen.


Is wanting to be able to speak a ton of languages really that weird? I mean Portsmouth became my first choice instead of Farnham because they teach Japanese so... I thought that would be amazing. Then go to China on the 5 month course learn conversational Chinese, Korean I would also like to learn, this is just conversationally mind, and French.....  Ah well it can't hurt.

Aside from finishing my art work off I've been reading a lot of amazing manga. I posted on a forum asking for recommendations of strong willed girls vs strong/manipulative guys (not sure why but this kind of conflict really appeals to me) and I've had s many amazing responses o3o Aha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQfWPIqI7xo

My Animation for my art project....

Day 6662

I got full marks on my media video ( the animation I sent into the competition ) and pretty high marks on the essay that went alongside it so this year I got an A for coursework! Last year I got a C which means to get a B over all in the exam that's coming up and is out of 80 in need to get 60 marks, and if I get 40 then I'd get a C. That's roughly though, I don't think I can get an A over all what with last year being so low.

We know that the exam is going to be on a print feature, so an article/website/billboard picture could be displayed. Yeah.... I've always wondered why we don't cover radio in media :/. I mean it's sound which is a part of media isn't it? And if you could understand the sound as it is then you could apply that knowledge to other forms, aside maybe print but yeah.




And that's where the good scholarly news ends.
I fucked up.
I worked so hard this past week with next to no sleep to try and get all my art done, that said I still have migraines so there was time wasted, and I played sims and still watched all my TV shows. Perhaps saying "I worked so hard" is an overstatement it's more I did art all the time... So when I was watching the shows i was shading or adding to something I'd already done and then when I played sims I was doing other things to go in my book at the same time and stuff.

Anyway it's not finished I'm not allowed to add to it any more well it won't be marked if I do basically and my teacher can't put grades for something that's not there.

So I won't be going to uni. Maybe I can do a gap year in china? Or manage to get into a foundation course perhaps who knows but I can't get in with just a B/C from media and that's that.

Update over and 4 days to go... So next tuesday, the day she's sending in my marks I will be 6666 days old...

List

- 15:07 Shower + hair + get dressed ect. ate lunch also.
- 15:33 Salon names
- 16:35 Dog salon paper trial
- 17:13 Squirrel toy
- 17:40 Point of view rooms Jhonen style. - hhalf done will continue when i get back
- 18:05 Go clean church for moneys o.o
- 21 40 Draw room close ups for lylahs salon

( the next day)
- 14:55 Orange flowers
- 15:53 LUNCH O.O
- 16:08 Photo doogle
- 16:16 Upload images 
- 17:30 Digital draw images - yay need to restart computer so the tablet works >.<
- 20:28 Scream faces
- 23:04 Inanimate object research
- 00: 59 find something to put water and nail varnish in o.o
- 01:20 draw fallen nail varnish
- 1: 58 ... Sleep go to school say sorry for not doing everything and go finish more tomorrow

Day 6657

A continuation from yesterday's post I guess. BUT FIRST I shall complain...

WHY AM I FEMALE D:
Not that I particularly want to be male or anything...  I think a plant wouldn't be too bad, just soak up the sun, enjoy the rain... I mean bugs could be a problem..And frost... and strong winds -.-.... Yeah okay maybe not.

But seriously so many of my pants have been ruined and it's just irritating. Yes okay it's part of being female, I'm 18 I should be used to it by now. First world problems and all that.

On another note Damascus is in the news! For bad reasons... However isn't it amazing Damascus is a real place? It's probably only me that feels that way, to be fair. My geography is... very lacking to put it nicely, and my knowledge of Damascus was it's a place in the game Final Fantasy 12. So when I found out ( rather recently)   it was a real place, well, I found it exceedingly interesting and cool. Yeah...

Anyways.

To get the job and skills I want, I need to go to university.
To have a stronger chance with learning Japanese, Portsmouth university is the best place to go to.
To go to Portsmouth I need 3 B's
To get three B's I need to complete all my art work and, revise so I get a B in my media exam.

Media
Learn my case studies inside out
Improve and increase my vocab and structuring
Learn and memorise the theorists and their theories.

Art
Complete all TtR stuff
All artist research
Current project fine art stuff

Sooooo..... I'll make another post with my list of things for today and tomorrow... And I'll timestamp it. Let's see how much I can get done and how much time it takes.

P.s http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/shingeki-no-kyojin-online This anime is insane and random and just O.O I keeps doing what I thinks its not going to do, like in my mind it can't go there... for the story to continue but it does anyway.... If you're under 15 or adverse to gore and such I probably wouldn't recommend it to you.

Day 6656

Because, why not?

Avoid 

- Jobless, homeless

- Mold/unwanted guests in my room

- Dreadlocks from matted hair...

- Die before 27 

- Gain tons of weight 

- Go down in my drawing skill 

- Self harm // depression

- Losing family and, good friends ( and maybe some of the not so good ones :L ) 

- For my teeth to rot V.V 

- To live in partial pain 

- Become a genuine insomniac 

Gain
- Learn Japanese go to Japan - live for a year
- Learn conversational French go to France - live for 6 months
- Learn conversational Korean go to Korea  - live for a month
- Draw at the level I imagine
- Animate "the wind on fire"
- Write and animate my own story
- Create Timmy the reaper series 1 to a good standard
- Go to university get degree have a fun experience
- Go to Disney's animation course, Year 2 of Uni
- Go to Japan on a work placement Year 2 of Uni
- Have my work become famous and send people into worlds of fantasy with it
- Also create a piece that after viewing people will feel like waking up from a nightmare
- Being rich would also be good, then I could eat tasty sweet things <3 and have an even awesomer bed o3o
- To be married to a guy that genuinely loves me, even in the morning. When I'm like...24+
- To get three B's this year so I can go to Portsmouth uni.
- To have a tissue box, pen and notepad in EVERY room. At the place I call home, once I move out
- To drive a cream,red or dark blue beetle with a black hatchback or a yellow motorbike, >.>''

First steps
1)Finnish watching Vikings
2)Tidy my room ( Half done finish in the morning )
3) Create more steps in the morning


So, my anonymous non existent readers, what are your ambitions and fears?

Day 6654

I'ma do it O.O! And make it somehow fit with art at the same time aha. 

1. Chibi
2. Moe
3. Lolita Fashion
4. Harujuku Girls
5. Magical Girl
6. Catboy/Catgirl
7. Ninja
8. Samurai
9. Nurse
10. Witch/Wizard
11. Alien
12. Mecha
13. Cyborg (someone like Edward or Alita NOT a Gundam)
14. Maid/Butler
15. Royalty (Prince, Princess, King or Queen)
16. Cowboy/Cowgirl
17. Pirate
18. Harem
19. Mascot (ex/Kon, Moogles, Mokona, etc)
20. Superstar
21. Elf/Fairy
22. Thief/Assassin
23. Knight/Warrior
24. Werewolf/Vampire
25. Ghost/Zombie
26. Angel
27. Demon
28. Historical
29. Steam Punk
30. Victorian
31. Kimono
32. Japanese Style Painting
33. Toy: Plush Doll/Figurine
34. Pet (real pet, monster or other)
35. Gender Bender (male dressed like female or vice versa)
36. Magical Beast (dragon, griffon, unicorn, etc)
37. Mythology (any god or goddess, not necessarily Greek in origin)
38. Fairy Tale (any one; Cinderella, Snow White, Beauty & the Beast, etc)
39. 7 Deadly Sins (any one)
40. Video Game (any)
41. Tarot (any)
42. Zodiac (any one)
43. At School/Going to School
44. School Festival
45. Festival (any others that is NOT school related)
46. Cherry Blossom
47. Onsen (Spa)/Public Baths
48. Exotic/Out of this World
49. At a Temple
50. At the Beach
51. Wedding
52. Music/Concert
53. Dancing/At a Ball
54. Kiss
55. Formal Wear/An Evening Out
56. Cooking/Alchemy
57. Post Apocalyptic World
58. Asleep/Pajama Time
59. Mischief
60. Relaxing/A Day Off
61. Versus
62. Cool/Bad-Ass
63. Gun Fight
64. The Chase is On!
65. BFF's (Best Friends Forever)
66. Color: Psychedelic (think 70s)
67. Color: Pastels
68. Color: Warm Colors (Red, Orange, Yellow) – use one or all
69. Color: Cool Colors (Blue, Green, Purple) – use one or all
70. Color: Pink (may use other color but must predominantly be pink)
71. Element: Fire/Water/Earth/Air (choose one– must not be the same as other Element choice)
72. Element: Fire/Water/Earth/Air (choose one – must not be the same as other Element choice)
73. Emotion: Anger
74. Emotion: Jealousy
75. Emotion: Embarrassment
76. Emotion: Love
77. Season: Spring
78. Season: Summer
79. Season: Autumn
80. Season: Winter
81. Landscape
82. Cityscape
83. Café/Bakery/Patisserie
84. Vacation (or Holiday as some may call it)
85. Genre: Martial Arts
86. Genre: Mystery
87. Genre: Horror
88. Genre: Sports
89. Genre: Fantasy
90. Genre: Sci-Fi
91. Genre: Comedy
92. Genre: Romance
93. Airship
94. Spaceship
95. Love Triangle
96. Alice in Wonderland
97. Masked
98. Still Life
99. Self-Portrait
100. Ghibli (create an artwork either inspired by Ghibli or a fan art)

Updates for when tis done. 

Day 6653

Almost day 6654, man, imagine if I'd kept this since I could write... let's say I could do it well enough since I was... 5? That makes it the year 2000. 4827 days , I'd now be 13.... Damn.... The difference between a 13 year old and an 18 year old sure is a lot... 23 an 28... Hmmm we shall see. 

And that rather boring dribble is in place of a picture! Muhahaha... Though I have no spots right now so I may continue my vanity pics in future posts. 

Anyways~

Good day? Bad day?

I'm motivated to do work! Cause I have only a few days left to do it... Yes I'm such a worthwhile aspect of human society and not lacking in worth at all.... >.>.... Not such a great day but oh well. Took the dog for a walk though, his third one. As my mother put it " he must think today is his birthday".. I realise now quotes are normally meant to be insightful or amusing, but well this is a mundane blog, what else would you expect?

Health - 7/10  I'm alive o...o 

Work vs Play 

 - Work

1) Dog walk 

2) Cleaning 

3) artstuff...

 - Play 

1) Anime Innocent Venus ep1 

2) Watched "awkward" and "new girl" updates.....

Thing of today

So I wanted to post this http://goldfish-rose.deviantart.com/art/LifeStream-shortfilm-367902904?q=favby%3Agoldfish-rose%2F43086033&qo=5 But its not on YouTube so without clicking the link it can not be seen..... 

So here have these paper bags instead.

To do list

1) Art just art, that's all, just get all art done.