Day 6822

Why do I feel so bad TT_TT I know I'm not worthless, I mean something to people there are people who care for me.... I know that, I do.

I feel so useless. I can't do this TT_TT I don't want another relationship ever again. Inadequate. Why was I not worth the effort. Why did I go out with a guy like him. Why do I still feel like I need him to "validate" me  this is so crap! srew relationships and boys and people and I hate this TT_TT!