Day 6821

So.... A lot of things happened this friday to Monday, here is a quick rendition of the events.


Friday - My mum came down to take me back up for the weekend, my dog was so happy to see me he managed to jump over the protective cloth in the back seat into my lap on the front seat, was very sweet aha. Though later over the weekend it seems he'd eaten some rotten apples as he smelled so much D:

We then... After almost being directed out of portsmouth -.-... silly one way system. Anyways we went back to the soup place o3o And I'm thinking of enrolling them as the food peoples for if and when I do the murder mysteries o3o

Went shopping, got some PJ bottoms and two tops for £4 o.o which was good. They also have square floor tiles but they were £10.... Which is a lot of money o.o I think.... For chess that will only happen once o.o

When I got home I was so so so tired O.O but yeah o.o ..... Then .... In the evening.... I had a call with my boyfriend..... Well I called him on the phone and asked what he'd been doing... And he said playing skyrim..... Was pretty pissed off at him :/ cause like.... He finally had free time, and he chose to play a game over me o.o...... When he hasn't talked to me in a couple weeks :/...... and when I was finally back home so we could arrange stuff....I had such a go at him, it's just like is a game really worth more than me?

Long story short we've broken up, at 22.22 on the 11th of the 10th I don't want to work out how many days we went out for... It's not even that he's a bad person..... It's just, he's working so much, he's tired all the time, which leaves him in this state of not caring and it's not just me he doesn't care about or want to put effort into it's his friends as well.... and I don't have the patience to wait o.o

621 days....Or 1 year, 8 months, 12 days.....


We said it might kinda be a break, and I  think that's helped me deal with it.... but like I don't want a boyfriend again .... Not for a while.... 'nd I'm not sure I want to be back with him either..... Like ... If I wasn't worth the effort then.... Why would I be now?



Saturday - So... Collected my stuff from him .... hugged it out... and yeah.... We heaven't talked since...

:/ yup...

Later that evening I went to a club..... for the first time..... it was not my scene o.o. ... dancing... is not my scene.... 'cause like I don't really know what to do and part of me is worried about making a fool of myself but its mostly I don't think I would enjoy it ... So I don't want to o.o...And thus I did not dance

On the plus side I got some free drinks, and met some really really awesome people o3o and they had amazing hair and i was jelly >.>

And crashed round my brothers which was nice, though throughout Sunday people kept commenting on me sounding American o.o

Sunday - Went to church, had a guy ask "where are you from" So I replied surrey and he was like no but where are you originally from and I was like.... Do I sound American? So there you go, never been there but the language sound has crossed into my vocal cords. Also met an animator :D! So that was so very awesomes.

Perhaps one of the main highlights was I saw some Maasai warriors! they were so so so cool <3 and the women were so pretty and they had necklaces and when they jumped there boobs moved up and down so the necklaces did also and then it created a beat and I was just like <3 you guys are awesomes :3 and the men could jump so high O.O was so cool. They are over here for 10 weeks to raise money for back home. So kudos to them.

And my grandparents commented on how much more confident I am aha which was cool.



Monday - Went to lessons, after lessons went round Fords to make cake.... It failed XD BUT WE WILL TRY AGAIN! With scales and instructions and stuff >.> Then went to re enactment o3o those guys are so very awesome o3o  I'm thinking of joining o3o. Um and then.... We went to the pub, and I had this massive burger like.... How do people eat these things o..o stupid burger o.o but it was also very tasty >.> so maybe not so stupid o.o......I've met some amazing people at university and it's made me insanely happy ... Like it's not that I was worried about not making friends, but friends that I can trust and will value, that I was worried about I think.

But yeah we had an hour before the bus back to Langstone so we decided to walk, but first we walked angie home but then we didn't we walked to the beach which was awesome, we got there at midnight, it was so peaceful and beautiful and just lovely..... But then it was an hour and a half walk back to langstone XD and Tom and I ( he is in anime and reenactment also ) decided to flip a coin XD heads was right and tails was left :L... Yeah, we also had a race as to who could get the times I went for 1.29 and he went for 1.31, and if we had not followed the coin. We would have made it my time >.> but we got there at 1.38 so I made the tea for us today.

Tuesday - Today.... Lessons, then shopping, the saying yes human chess is going to happen, then doing poi, then watching chucky 3, 4 to be next Tuesday and now I've finished writing this and it's wednesday and I'm up in 7 hours V.V My days. WELL

Good night non existent people, have good days.....